21 August 2008

Songs I Just Can't Listen To

Greetings Dear Readers,

If you have read the previous posts you know that Avalon has left us. I still see her and she is ever lovely and I ever love her. The music that so spoke to me of her has strangely become all barbs. She never knew that I filled my portable music with songs that inspired me and songs that reminded me of different ways in which I love her. I still listen to the songs, but they are so filled with the barbs of her absence. I fully own my failings as a husband and I miss her every moment. I also know that Christ is teaching me daily how much more he loves both her and me than I ever imagined. Please pray for us, for my children, and for healing of the great wounds her leaving has opened in all of us. Mostly pray that we all follow only Christ and that we do it closely.

Wishing you joy in the journey,

Aramis Thorn