Greetings
Dear Readers,
Many years
ago, when my children were very small and I still in school on the student side
of the classroom, I partook in a grand thing.
I will get to the substance of that thing in a bit but I wish first to
explain my method. You see one of the
things I ponder in attempting to walk closer to Christ along the path is the
nature of commitment.
In my life I
have made and broken both large and small commitments. I have had others make commitments to me both
large and small and break them. I work
hard to be someone that can be “counted on.”
I know that it hurts me deeply when someone breaks even a small commitment
to me (I realize that has to do with expectations and I will get to that later
this month). My focus this week is on
understanding my own commitment to God and the journey he has set for me.
Many years
ago I was privileged to be part of a movement called “concerts of prayer.” I do not know of a long enduring impact of
the events but I do know that what I learned about commitment to God during it
has stayed with me over the years. This
week I am going to dive deep into the four areas of focus related to commitment
that I learned during this time. As I
share this part of the journey with you, I want you to be sure that I am
seeking to understand how I can better follow Christ in these areas.
Some of what
I share will be very old and some a little harsh. That is never directed at you Dear Reader but
rather at my own thinking. It is in my
mind that I wrestle with these things and never do I wish you to think that I
am judging you. Still I value your
prayer, support, and insights into my musings.
So walk with me if you will for a bit down a part of the path that is
both concrete and ethereal. We will begin
with Lordship.
I must be
committed to God as Lord of all things and as Christ as the “heir apparent.” I will never abandon thinking about things
and reasoning my way through my faith. I
will also cling to the idea that God is sovereign. He is in control. He knows what is going on even when I am
totally confused and bewildered. This is
one of the reasons that faith is so vital.
It is an act of faith to give power over to another. It is also true that my acknowledgement of
God’s lordship is only my acknowledgment.
It does not confer any power on him that does not already possess. God is God whether I see it or not.
Because of
this I must give my thinking, actions, attitudes, and dreams over to my
Lord. As his vassal I become free to be
his vessel to work our redemption in the lives of others. So I must daily renew my commitment to the
fact of God’s Lordship. Some days I must
renew it every moment.
“I claim no
right to myself, no right to this understanding, this will, these affections
that are in me. Neither do I have any right to this body or its members, no
right to this tongue, to these hands, feet, ears or eyes. I have given myself
clear away and not retained anything of my own. I have been to God this morning
and told Him I have given myself wholly to Him, I have given every power so
that for the future I claim no right to myself in any respect. I have expressly
promised Him, for by His grace I will not fail. I take Him as my whole portion
and felicity, looking upon nothing else as any part of my happiness. His law is
the constant rule of my obedience.” – Jonathan Edwards
Wishing you
joy in the journey,
Aramis Thorn
Mat 13:52 So
Jesus said to them, "That is why every writer who has become a disciple of
Christ’s rule of the universe is like a home owner. He liberally hands out new
and old things from his great treasure store."
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