Greetings
Dear Reader,
There is a
transitional moment in my past. It is
April 14th, 1974. I am at the FFA/FHA
Camp in Covington, GA. I have come to
this place with a church group but under false pretense. I hate my life at this time. I have enough sedatives and the firmness of
will to end my life. My plan is to take
the pills and begin the long swim across Jackson Lake. As the pills claim me I will simply slip
beneath the water whilst I am swimming.
One of the few things I have left is my love of swimming.
A man named
Ray intervenes. He talks to me in the wee
hours of the morning. Just a few hours
before my appointed swim time. He talks
to me about Christ and faith and life.
He sees my pain and reaches past it to the boy who had love and hope in
his heart. The moment he does I remember
the things that can be good. In that
moment I remember that God does love me and that he did many things to show it.
That night,
under the spring stars of a Georgia night I determined to follow Christ and
live for him. In that damp night air I
became something different. This change
is a forever change and no matter what followed I could no longer hide what I
had become. Who I am is who I am. I have not always followed the truth of this
but the truth does not change. Once we
taste this thing that is belonging to Christ nothing else can supplant it.
We can try to hide it but everything else merely counterfeits
the satisfaction that is in Christ. More
importantly we daily either shape the realization of who we are or we try to
take on an alter ego that hides our identity with Christ. The latter always hurts us. The latter always leaves us empty and
dry. Once we have taken on Christ this
is who we are. We are born into it when we accept Christ. We cannot be
unborn.
As you know,
I’m quite keen on comic books. Especially the ones about superheroes. I find
the whole mythology surrounding superheroes fascinating. Take my favorite
superhero, Superman. Not a great comic book. Not particularly well-drawn. But
the mythology…The mythology is not only great, it’s unique.
Now, a
staple of the superhero mythology is, there’s the superhero and there’s the
alter ego. Batman is actually Bruce Wayne, Spider-Man is actually Peter Parker.
When that character wakes up in the morning, he’s Peter Parker. He has to put
on a costume to become Spider-Man. And it is in that characteristic Superman
stands alone.
Superman
didn’t become Superman. Superman was born Superman. When Superman wakes up in
the morning, he’s Superman. His alter ego is Clark Kent. His outfit with the
big red “S” – that’s the blanket he was wrapped in as a baby when the Kents
found him. Those are his clothes. What Kent wears – the glasses, the business
suit – that’s the costume. That’s the costume Superman wears to blend in with
us. – Quentin Tarantino, Kill Bill Vol. 2
Wishing you
joy in the journey,
Aramis Thorn
Mat 13:52 So
Jesus said to them, "That is why every writer who has become a disciple of
Christ’s rule of the universe is like a home owner. He liberally hands out new
and old things from his great treasure store
I had no idea you had such an amazing conversion experience. I am so glad. And I hope swimming is even more special to you now.
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