Greetings
Dear Reader,
Garden gate
An empty
plate waiting for someone to come and fill – Dan Fogelberg
I know that
I carry a deep emptiness inside me. I
can see the chain of long poor choices in the expectations I have held in
getting my needs met. Even thought that chain is forged also by links from
people who promised to be there for me, it was never proper to see them as the
source for filling that void in me.
It is a good
thing that we receive love and validation from those who claim to love us. It is too much burden to place on someone and
any number of someones to be the source of our sustenance. Our only proper source for these things is
Christ. While it is wrong for someone
who assures us that we are safe trusting them to be there for us to abandon us,
it is not to be where our dependence is.
Every
gesture of love and support from another should be seen as a gift and not some
kind of payment on a debt. When I view received
love as a gift it fosters gratitude and a genuine return of that love. Whenever I think that someone should show me
love in a certain way I become expectant and demanding. This fosters pain and bitterness. It creates the fear that showing gestures of
love will only engender further expectations of the same.
It is in the
absence of expectations that others are free to love us for who we are and the
one capable of doing so will do so. It
is in the empty plate places in my life that I am in danger of not allowing
Christ to send in those who can touch those places. If I try to squeeze someone into that mold
they will not fit and it will frustrate them.
The only true
source for having those needs met is Christ.
He alone will fill me to satisfaction.
He will choose the right people to be a part of that process. While it is important that I wait for my
needs to be met it is just as important that I look to the right source for
that meeting.
Wishing you
joy in the journey,
Aramis Thorn
Mat 13:52 So
Jesus said to them, "That is why every writer who has become a disciple of
Christ’s rule of the universe is like a home owner. He liberally hands out new
and old things from his great treasure store."
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