Greetings
Dear Reader,
I need
redemption. I have and do sin. I started out fallen and realized a long time
ago that I could not get out of the mess without help. This is the common condition of man. I am not alone in this but that does not
lessen my weight of guilt.
If I do not
accept this then I cannot hope for truth in anything else in my reasoning. As with so many things, until I realize my
need it cannot truly be met. Someone I
love dearly has mentioned that he has so much difficulty forgiving himself for
things. I do not think that we can
accomplish this until we recognize how deeply and daily we need God’s forgiveness.
It is easy
to avoid this need and live a life that does not recognize the process
necessary for a fulfillment. It is so
easy to forget the basics of faith and following. Once I forget that redemption is a process
and the necessary journey for my life I can be arrogant and unloving. I can indulge my own selfish interests and
neglect the needs of others. These
things are always hollow pursuits and eventually I remember that I need to get
back to the journey toward redemption in following Christ.
Whenever I
compromise my faith for my own desires I hinder this process for me and for
others. When I do not follow I harm the
following of others. I hinder the
ability of others to see Christ working out redemption in me and this may
hinder their realization of how deeply they need the same.
To
compromise the truth that I need redemption from my sin is to reject that I
must follow. To fail in following hurts
me. It hurts those I love. It even hurts
those I do not know. To forget for a
moment that this is my responsibility is to risk that I will damage the ability
of others to see it. This will truly compromise
the potential for joy and success in my journey.
My Children
and my Grandchildren are motivation enough for me to work at this moment by moment
if necessary. I have lost so much and so
have they because of times when I lost sight of this. I despair that I can redeem this but I know Christ
can.
Wishing you
joy in the journey,
Aramis Thorn
Mat 13:52 So
Jesus said to them, "That is why every writer who has become a disciple of
Christ’s rule of the universe is like a home owner. He liberally hands out new
and old things from his great treasure store."
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