I found the
montage of Peter Parker developing his powers in the first Spiderman movie quite
amusing. Again this is not how it works
for us. Since most of our heroic
abilities involve the interpersonal we must develop them more subtly.
In order understand
how this works we must first be willing to use them. Development of the power begins with the will. We must accept who we are and that we have a
purpose. Our destiny is no longer our
own. This may be the most important part
of developing our power.
That we can
no longer be “normal” is a key to the development process. Accepting that with my power comes responsibility
yields that I must use that power and not ignore it. Until I accept that my life is only my own as
long I live within the responsibilities of my new identity then I can hope for
peace.
If I claim
that my life is my own outside of my new powers then I am really denying who I
am. In that first dishonesty I fail to
develop my honor and integrity. If I do
not embrace the truth that I am a man of destiny then I cannot become what I am
meant to become. At the core of becoming
is acceptance of what I am.
There is
another facet of this acceptance. Like
Cyclops energy beams our powers yearn to break free and be used. I do not mean we have his lack of control but
rather that if we do not hold them back the powers within us reveal themselves to
others. Failing to accept and develop
them builds the pressure of desire to use them.
Once we are
changed by our powers we are no longer fit to live without them. Acceptance is the first step to developing
that which can truly make us heroic in the lives of others. Failure to do this assures discomfort and dissatisfaction.
A DISCLAIMER
For those
who know me, I promise I have not gone mad.
I am using this extended metaphor intentionally to better process my
thoughts. I promise not to try to fly or
deflect any bullets. I will not be
donning a strange costume or building a secret lair.
Wishing you
joy in the journey,
Aramis Thorn
Mat 13:52 So
Jesus said to them, "That is why every writer who has become a disciple of
Christ’s rule of the universe is like a home owner. He liberally hands out new
and old things from his great treasure store."
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