For those who do not already know it, a “Cheap Day Return”
is a reduced price return train ticket in which the round trip is made on the
same day. Ian Anderson has indicated
that he wrote this and Nursie concerning a visit to his ailing father. I have included both below.
I cannot imagine how little fame matters when a beloved
family member is ill or dying. Cheap Day
Return is one of the bands shortest songs.
The sweet guitar in it transforms one to the sadness of the man standing
on the platform. He is dancing on the
outside but wondering if his father gets the care he should.
I remember how this short tune reached deep inside me to the
place where I was hiding all I was feeling.
Sadness hung in my heart constantly ripping away any good feeling that
tried to penetrate it.
I remember feeling like a misfit and outcast
everywhere. My encounter with Christ
that would change me was still three years down the path. I remember making the conscious choice not to
care about anyone or anything. This song
touched the sadness and set the stage for other more malevolent feelings that
would arise in me.
At age eleven I was already trying things that were
dangerous and unhealthy. I would listen
to this song over and over. I was trying
to play the guitar and had an ear good enough to fake this song. Only later did I realize the complexity of
the music and depth to which that complexity carried the listener to the pit of
sadness hanging in the singer.
There was no Nursie to cool my fever at this time. No one was left to brush away the pain and
darkness was warming up a sirens call that tethered to the depth of my
being. The trips back and forth between
surviving my daily life and turning inward became less taxing and more costly almost
daily. My pain and gathering darkness
offered unending cheap day return.
On Preston platform
Do your soft shoe
shuffle dance.
Brush away the
cigarette ash that's
Falling down your
pants.
And you sadly wonder
Does the nurse treat
your old man
The way she should.
She made you tea,
Asked for your
autograph --
What a laugh.
Nursie – Ian Anderson
Tip-toes in silence
`round my bed
And quiets the
raindrops overhead.
With her everlasting
smile
She stills my fever
for a while.
Oh, Nursie dear,
I'm glad you're here
To brush away my pain.
Wishing you joy in the journey,
Aramis Thorn
Mat 13:52 So Jesus said to them, "That is why every writer
who has become a disciple of Christ’s rule of the universe is like a home
owner. He liberally hands out new and old things from his great treasure
store."
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