Greetings Dear Reader,
As a father and now a grandfather I become keenly aware of
the things that are successes and failures in my life. I am also well aware of the things that I
lacked early on that are necessary to take on life. I would that it were that I could simply
dismiss the voids created by and in me.
I also think that as I mellow I find that I understand the
heart of a father in a new way. In that
learning are both regrets and thoughts of success. In those realizations are pain and
insight. It is in this that I find my
next part of the journey.
I don’t know how to get past the wounds I carry. I have tried for so long and the pain resurfaces
unbidden even after forgiveness, confession, and counsel. There are also the memories of the moments
that are good as well. There have been
those with father hearts who have helped me along the way.
Still I long for a way to heal my failings as they have
impacted others and to be free from the things inside me that feel so damaged
and scarred. If you can bear it, walk
with me for a space Dear Reader. You
companionship is always solace and gives me insight.
Wishing you joy in the journey,
Aramis Thorn
Mat 13:52 So Jesus said to them, "That is why every writer
who has become a disciple of Christ’s rule of the universe is like a home
owner. He liberally hands out new and old things from his great treasure
store.”
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