Greetings Dear Reader,
I know what the road is.
I know what comprises the journey.
As I look in the rear vision mirror I cannot help but see some of the
pieces of me scattered along the way. As
each moment slips into my cracked rear vision I see things given, discarded,
and lost.
The things lost are beyond my control but some of them are
things I would not have done. I would
not have lost my Grandfather when I did.
I still believe that family politics hastened his demise. His passing was the zenith of a dark age for
me and some of that darkness still marks me. Still his departure was allowed and so part of
the journey set before me.
A sister, a daughter, and some few friends completed their
journey ahead of me as well. All of
these moments leave me carrying less than I would. There are not even enough memories. Each step closer to home makes me yearn for
that reunion. There are a few material
things I would like to hold again but they are temporal and not significant to
the journey.
There are things that I discarded for good reason and when
their memory returns I review the lessons learned from leaving them behind. There are also things discarded that I would
have again. None of them are
possessions. They all involve people and
situations. They are all too painful to
illuminate.
I do not regret the things given. All of them will have their own part in
bringing things back to good. Whether
material, monetary, or time the investment in others is never wasted. From time to time I hear from former students
of the way in which their time under my tutelage has aided them. This is so joyful. Nothing about having given to others is
wasted or lost.
The primary thing about that rear vision mirror is that I
must never look into it for too long a space.
One cannot move forward accurately if his focus is on what is
behind. Time spent on holy ground in the
past should be remembered. I must, however, keep moving to the next bit of respite
along the way.
Wishing you joy in the journey,
Aramis Thorn
Mat 13:52 So Jesus said to them, "That is why every writer
who has become a disciple of Christ’s rule of the universe is like a home
owner. He liberally hands out new and old things from his great treasure
store.”
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