Greetings Dear Reader,
“Saying ‘Sing us one of the Songs of Zion’”
It never seems enough for others to hold us captive or
require mirth from us when we are in their power. Again, I picture those held captive, weeping
under the willows of Babylon by the river.
They hung up their lyres because that joyful music was too painful to
sing. Still, it was required of them.
How often do we insist that others entertain us when they
are in sorrow? We are not so low as to demand
that the suffering sing. We do, however,
require that those who are depressed act normal. We insist that those with anxiety be OK in
situations where they clearly are not. We
ask them to align with our social mores so that we are more comfortable.
We are not required to be mirthful or happy all the
time. The truth is that when following Christ,
we should be able to be truthful about where we are emotionally and spiritually
at all times. Our darkest struggles
should be allowed to be brought into the light with confidence that we will receive
love and support in combating them.
After a year of razing the pretenses from my life, I am
confronting the darkest parts of my heart Dear Reader. I have shared this a very small circle of
people who I love enough to risk this level of honesty. One of them has rejected me and added injury to
that rejection. Two have expressed their
love for me in it.
We say we wish for people to be real with us until that
reality goes against our grain too roughly.
We insist that people keep it together if they are going to be part of
our social gatherings. We even require, though
unspoken, at our worship services. We
sing the worship songs because we are supposed to but our deep darkness best
not disrupt the schedule.
Following Christ must include being able to be real about
everything. Even in this, the law of love
must override our comfort and our schedule.
I must allow you to be what you need to be Dear Reader. I must love you no matter what you do and
stand beside you to fight the darkness.
I must not require you to sing if you need to weep. I can, however, sing for you and if you would
like, I will. I have just the tune even
though I am no closer to unraveling my earworm. Tell me your heart as we make our way a bit
closer to home.
I Will
Bring You Home – Michael Card
Though you are homeless
Though you're alone I will be your home
Whatever's the matter, whatever's been done
I will be your home
I will be your home
I will be your home
In this fearful fallen place
I will be your home
When time reaches fullness
When I move my hand I will bring you home
Home to your own place in a beautiful land
I will bring you home
I will bring you home
I will bring you home
From this fearful fallen place
I will bring you home
I will bring you home
Wishing you joy in the journey,
Aramis Thorn
Mat 13:52 So Jesus said to them, "That is why every
writer who has become a disciple of Christ’s rule of the universe is like a
homeowner. He liberally hands out new and old things from his great treasure
store.”
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