When we determine that we are going to lay aside fear and
anger, we do not get the luxury of a vacuum.
Once we confront the things that breed fear and anger in us, there is
often grief. It hurts more than the fear
or the anger because those things were meant to mask it, protect us from
confronting the grief.
Grief can be so powerful and debilitating. If not dealt with properly, it can lead to depression,
more anger, and bitterness. It can cause
us to abandon all that we value and perhaps ruin our lives.
What I must do is keep abandoning my fear and anger as well
as grieve the things that caused it. I
have barely begun to acknowledge privately the fear and anger that influenced
my thinking for so long. I have found
the void left behind to reveal great grief over my losses and failures. Some of them are recoupable and
redeemable. Some things are seemingly
beyond hope. I, however, am filled with
hope and am just beginning to understand why.
It begins with a clear understanding of good priorities and
flows into a realization of how that comprehension works out in daily
life. I am beginning to understand how
to navigate the narrow road and give it broad application in my life. What I must do is work through the path of grief
to grace. If that which we deal in is
grace, I must sus out how to get there in every aspect of life.
I am not sure how long this process will take to think
through but I know it will take the rest of my life to get there. I promise not to write this series for that
long. I do intend, Dear Reader to ponder
how to get from grief to grace for a bit.
Please walk with me and help me with your thoughts and questions. They are part of the source of my hope.
Grace
– Kate Havnevik
I'm on my knees
Only memories
Are left for me to hold
Only memories
Are left for me to hold
Don't know how
But I’ll get by
But I’ll get by
Slowly pull myself together
There’s no escape
So keep me safe
This feels so unreal
So keep me safe
This feels so unreal
Nothing comes easily
Fill this empty space
Nothing is like it seems
Turn my grief to grace
Fill this empty space
Nothing is like it seems
Turn my grief to grace
I feel the cold
Loneliness unfold
Like from another world
Loneliness unfold
Like from another world
Come what may
I won’t fade away
I won’t fade away
But I know I might change
Nothing comes easily
Fill this empty space
Nothing is like it was
Turn my grief to grace
Nothing comes easily
Where do I begin?
Nothing can bring me peace
I’ve lost everything
I just want to feel your embrace
Where do I begin?
Nothing can bring me peace
I’ve lost everything
I just want to feel your embrace
Wishing you joy in the journey,
Aramis Thorn
Mat 13:52 So Jesus said to them, "That is why every
writer who has become a disciple of Christ’s rule of the universe is like a
homeowner. He liberally hands out new and old things from his great treasure
store.”
(͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Every human story is part of the great story that leads
to the Father getting everything back to Good.
Contacts for Aramis
Thorn:
#aramisthorn
Bookings: aramisthorn@aramisthorn.com
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